Do I miss you? Or do I miss the idea of you?
That’s a question I keep asking myself, without finding the answer.
Maybe I’m just lonely, and like the idea of having someone there that I can talk to, relate to, have laughs with and get intimate with.
Maybe I just miss you when I’m bored. I can’t really gather my thoughts as to why I feel this way and why I have been feeling this way, and I don’t know how to make those thoughts disappear. The thought, lingers. What do I want? What am I longing for? Is it you I miss, or is it the idea? I don’t know!! However it’s time to find out…